Attacks

I missed my last therapy session because I was too exhausted. I only have enough meds for 2 days, so I'll be struggling until Friday, when I've rescheduled my next session with R.

My history of self-harm

I first attempted self-harm when I was in college. It was my sophomore year, and I had problems academically, with my mom, my friends, and my love life. I didn't know how to cope except by drinking.When I got home after another night of drunkenness, my mother slapped me around and said she wished she had aborted me when she had the chance.